I call for you
You are not there
I look for you
You are gone
I need you
You don't want me

Am I so awful that you can not find a place for my love
You won my heart, and it's yours

Instead of loving, caring, and protecting my love
You twist and turn it into a object you play with at will
Torturing, teasing and molesting my love
Not thinking twice of what you have done
No matter what you say or do you can not change the damage that is done.

You have taken my innocence.
Replaced it with distrust and suspicion.

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A Bitter Lasting Memory

A bitter lasting memory
Created in my mind
By the only man I've loved
Who caused this pain inside

I'm glad that we have ended
It's time for me to move on
He did not deserve my heart
Or my everlasting love

No tears my eyes will know now
From the lies that he gave me
Now I'm free to live life
And not in doubts, you see

He never cherished what I gave him
And took my love in vane
Thank God is now all over
I don't have to live my life insane

He broke my heart in pieces
That's one thing I can't forget
I lost all hopes in love
I don't think I'll love again

I've learned a perfect lesson
He taught it very well
He deceived me in some ways
I learned all that was hell

But now that I'm set free
I'll get my life again
I'll never trust my heart
With any man again.

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A Big Start

Simply start our lips to smile
Dirty time for just a while
You make me shed a tear
And I will remember year to year

I am breathless with your kisses
Your warm touch runs my senses
Staring up at your bright eyes
My desire runs through my lenses

Running around day after day
These emotions are not okay
You judged me at the first sight
Thinking about you day and night

The one whose eyes are magic
Just a lie no matter the tragic
The silent shadows are waking
But not those who are crying

Coming and going interchanging existence
Nobody really knowing the road of distance
Where can you go?
Things were so different a moment ago.