Silent Tears

Last night before went to bed
Thoughts of you filled my head
I have not cried this way in many of years
Onto my pillow fell six silent tears

The first was for your smile that I miss
And your tender lips I long to kiss
The second was for your gentle face
And thoughts of your loving embrace

The third came as no suprise
As I thought of your beautiful eyes
The fourth came rolling down my face
Instead of my pillow, it should be you in it's place.

The fifth came for one reason alone
I felt my love for you wasn't fully shown
I really love and miss you my dear
And there just fell...the sixth silent tear.

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When Night Falls

At night I miss you most of all
When darkness begins to fall,
It's then I reach into my heart
You are there never to depart.

Loving words you have said to me
Remains etched in my memory,
You vow your love so very true
Showing it in all things you do.

I need you in my life every day
To help me along a lonely way,
I must hear love words you say
Or my world will taint to gray.

In my dreams you are with me
In reality you are never to be,
Our deep love is pure and strong
Why then is it so very wrong.

As time passes on without you
My love will still remain true,
I pray for a day we will be free
To share eternal love in reality.

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My Beautiful Light

What ever I say couldn’t bring you back
I know because I’ve tried
Not even the oceans full of tears
I know because I’ve cried

I could hold on to the memories
The love that we shared too
But really they are just memories
For all I want is you.

The way your hand fits into mine
And my heart always calls your name
I know I don’t have to search no more
Our entwined hearts, we are the same

For I have found the peace inside
What I have search for, for so long
The love for you is so powerful
Our harmony was like a song

So for now, my love for you is strong
And in my heart, I know that you belong
I can’t get you out, and I won’t even try
No matter how many tears I know I will cry.

It’s a love I cannot forget
Looking back, one I will never regret
I know, you don’t hold me in your heart
But within mine, you will remain a special part

So I can only let you live
Without me in your sight
But within me,
You will always be
My greatest love, my beautiful light.