Why is it hard to say
What my heart so yearns to
speak?
I notice everything you do
When you drop a pencil,
The way you laugh,
The way your head drops when
you hear a sad story.
A beautiful thing
Our love could be,
But never shall we know
If I can't speak the words.

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A Breath of you

I walk around the streets so blue
Just to see the sight of you
A breath of you
Keeps my moments very true
I wish I could keep you here
But my emotion with you is only Fear
If the girl that stole your heart would just disappear
I would show you no fear
I know this is hard to explain for it to even sound true
But the only thing keeping me alive is a
Breath Of You.

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A Beauty of Secret Love

What's wrong with me?
Suddenly I used to laugh at myself and suddenly it turns to be something that I really want to make it the reason to cry out loud
And even scream
Because I don't know what is it that I'm feeling now
But... I can say that I know it too, at the same time
But I just don't want to say it
It's embarassing, how you could like, or even fall in love, with someone who doesn't even remember your face, or actually he's too young or too innocent for you
But I'm kinda dying to hear his voice when he calls me, or when I call him on the phone
It drives me dizzy, how you promised your self to not gonna tell it to anyone, even your best friend, but deep inside your heart you really want to scream his name out loud and tell anyone that he is your secret love
But is it really love?
I don't know
Only God knows about a beauty of secret love...

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A Crazy Feeling

I have this feeling
I dont know how to explain
When I see you i dont know what to do
I dont know what to say
I dont know how to act
I looked in your eyes and
boom something hit me
It was a feeling, a good feeling
I havent felt this way in a long time
Its crazy and hard to explain.

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A Hidden Love

This feeling of love that I have inside
Is burning strong like an eternal flame
Behind the face of happiness it hides
And I have only myself to blame.

What started out as a simple friendship
Has now led to be so much more
The simple and rare words that we once spoke
Are so much stronger than before

I only wish that I could tell him now
But do I ever dare to risk such shame
Maybe I'll bury it; hold it in deep,
I don't know if I could deal with such pain

Maybe I will risk it, then I would know
If we could be, my feelings I must show.