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The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive
young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps.
She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the
seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was
empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and
rested her cane against her leg.
It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical
misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly
thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity.
And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.
Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all his heart.
When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and
was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she
needed to become independent again.
Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she
get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to
get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to
work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.
At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect
his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the
slightest task.
Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan
is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to
himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she
react? Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of
taking the bus again.
"I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know
where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me."
Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be
done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride
the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of
it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Mark,
military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each
day.
He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her
hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new
environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch
out for her, and save her a seat.
Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her
own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms
around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and
her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his
loyalty, his patience, And his love. She said good-bye, and for the
first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday,
Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan
had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all
by herself.
On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was
paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do
envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or
not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had
struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?
Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"
The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and
protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the driver was
talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?"
The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a
fine-looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing
across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure
you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your
office building.
Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away.
You are one lucky lady." Tears of happiness poured down Susan's
cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always
felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her
a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to
believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there is
darkness.
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