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"So Hwei, let's get
married!! I was afraid to propose to you, because I didn't trust in
my ability to give you the good life you deserve. But now I've saved
enough money so we don't have to wait anymore."
Who wanted you to wait? I'm already yours.
"Today, I use this card to propose to you. Will you marry me, Hwei?
Will you?"
That's the content of the whole card. Like a fool, I kept reading
his words and talking to him. It's like I can hear his voice and see
him again.
As if it's back to 1 year ago with us constantly fighting.
The song played over and over. Repeating Nana's heartbreaking voice.
Only love can make a memory. Only love can make a moment last. You
were there and all the world was young and all it's songs unsung.
and I remember you then when love was all, all you were living for,
and how you gave that love to me...."
The lyrics of this song fits our love so closely. When he was alive,
my world was so young. Every day, I could find a something different
to fight with him about. But after he left, my life is only left
with memories and coldness that will never go away.
"Will you marry me?"
When I read these words, my tears unconsciously came, wetting the
keyboard.
Will I? If he's in front of me, I will definitely kick him and call
him a big fool. If I wasn't willing, I wouldn't have waited until
today.
So I moved the cursor over the "Reply" box, and typed the response
that I've already prepared for so many years - "I will."
I will - be by his side for the rest of my life. I will - fight with
him forever. That is how I answered him, but the only response I got
was the repeating song "Only Love."
Nevertheless, I opened every single letter, accepted every singled
rose, and typed the same response: "I will."
I replied 100 times, and "Only Love" played 100 times. In this cold
Valentine's night, the line that's been broken for 1 year finally
got reconnected.
I answered you. What about you?
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